| friends only. ctba |
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friends only.
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Hey, guys. To anyone interested in being my friend, and has an LJ, please hop on over to justacountrygal and add me! I'll add you back instantly! :)
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| 62. harry potter and the deathly hallows pt 1 |
[22 Nov 2010|01:46am] |
I am in total Harry Potter mode right now. I went to the midnight premiere of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - Pt 1. I have never been so impressed with a Harry Potter movie since they started. The first movie, I felt, was the only movie that actually gave you a good impression on the books. It was straight forward, to the point, and left very little, if anything, out. Since then each and every single director since Chris Columbus has failed in bringing the world of Harry and Hogwarts to life. I mean, what the HELL was Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban?! It was shit, that's what it was. Since the third movie, I feel, everything has gone down hill. The importance of the writing wasn't good enough for the film industry and it upsets me to know that J.K. Rowling let them ruin her books...
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, however, brought it all back to life, in my opinion. And it's about damn time, since it will all be over soon. I haven't refreshed on the book, and I am certain that I will find things that were missing or were added in that, after re-reading the book I will find unnecessary, but all in all as a Harry Potter fan from the beginning...amazing.
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| 037. my crazy, fucked up life |
[01 Sep 2010|11:51pm] |
I've been beating around the bush with what's going on with me this summer. I've mentioned bits and pieces but I've never written it all out...I need to do it for my own sake, therefore feel free to 100% skip over this entry. I don't blame a single person. I wouldn't wanna read about my crazy, fucked up life, either.
Zach and I stopped talking in January, sometime during the end of his family vacation to Disney World. He literally stopped talking to me and I just...left it go, I guess. We've done that kind of stuff before, so I just figured, it would come to an end and we'd be fine. Well, it didn't. And it was becoming more and more apparent he wanted nothing to do with me. So I tried my best to let it go...but when someone you consider your best friend just stops talking...well, you're bothered. In April, after our Sweeps orientation, I contacted him via Facebook, asking him why he stopped talking to me and wondering if we'd ever be friends again. He basically sent a message back telling me he was in love with me, and at the time it seemed easier to try and cut me out of his life. He was holding back, though, but I couldn't get more out of him. I was bothered and tried VERY hard to maintain contact with him. I mean, it was getting pathetic the things I said in messages to him just to keep it ging... But, as before, it was extremely apparent to me that he wanted nothing to do with me and didn't want to speak to me.
Towards the end of April I attended a Bears game with a friend and fellow co-worker, Doug. Zach was working the event, and I walked into the Giant Center thinking I could just say hello, and see what happens. Well, he ignored me completely and talked to Doug...which, was weird because he hates Doug. It bothered me, the WHOLE game. Doug kept saying "Let it go, let it go..." but I just fucking couldn't. So I texted him, there, and it turned into this "argument." I don't remember the specifics but I do know he was extremely upset with me. Dan, another mutual friend, was working with him, and he had called me after the game to tell me what Zach had said. Apparently Zach had a fit, a hissy fit, and was basically screaming about how I just didn't get it.
So from then on, I knew I had to "get it." I had to just, leave him alone, and cut out of his life. Jon's birthday gathering...we went to see a movie...a whole bunch of us. I was in such a horrible mood because I knew, I knew, I couldn't talk to him. And that was made even worse by the fact that during the previews they played a preview to a movie him and I joked about seeing. I was so upset. I had brought a bag to work with me that day that contained his Christmas present. I never got to give him his present since he had stopped talking to me. I gave the bag to Rachel, his sister, and told her to give it to him when they got home. I left the movie theater and drove home. On the way home I sent him a text message informing him of the present and telling him I will leave him alone like he desired. I got a text message about an hour or so later, when he got home, telling me that we needed to talk. That things weren't supposed to end like this and that he cried when he got the present. We ended up talking that night and we worked it out that neither one of us could just stop being friends...so we didn't. Over the next few weeks we talked more and more and everything was back to normal...
( ...and then some. )
This was all very, impromptu, this entry. I am sure very little of it really made sense...but that's fine. I need to write it all down. And for Cass to read. :P
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